Tuesday, June 28, 2011


Its all about the ups and downs

Its been close to 8 months since this blog has been updated.It seems like it will only be updated whenever i have encountered problems which i have nobody to talk to. It was a great start to 2011, new job, new career, somewhere which i have never expect to return to. And last but not least, someone i have met and someone i can see spending the rest of my life with...

She's sweet, love her eyes, love her smile and love her cheeky side of her. Having her in my life was the greatest thing that has ever happened to me, finally someone whom i can see myself spending the rest of life with, growing old while holding her hands until our hair turns white. Its been 2 months 11 days and my love for her keeps getting stronger. Even though we had our little arguments and disagreements at times, we will try to think, what went wrong and finally patch things up. We promised each other never to have such arguments again.

Sometimes she's so sweet to me, from the way she kisses my lips and the way she holds my hand, i can feel the love she has for me and it will always put a smile on my face. Sometimes she's cold to me, a sensation which i can feel running through my spine causing my body to shiver, she can't be bothered with anything or everything even the way she sends me messages and the way she talks to me but deep in me, i do not mind at all because i can understand, she might be having a bad day. I tend to make her angry with the things i have said or the things i have done but i did not do it on purpose because whatever i do or say, its for the benefit of this relationship and for her...

From the first day, i have swore and promised to love her with all the strength i have, to give her the best in life from the day we started, till the day we get married and last but not least, till the day my body lays inside a coffin. I promised never to take advantage of her trust and i will never set my eyes on another girl as my eyes are made to look at her, only her. I love her for who she is and what she has. I have never doubted her love for me..not even once.

Angel, sometimes i can be emotional or unreasonable and i know you tend to get annoyed by it but i need you to know how deep and how much love i have for you. I have never minded the times when you are behaving coldly towards me as i know you're either tired or frustrated with something else. I still love you more everyday, wanting to hold your hands and walk this path of life forever, having kids with you.

Since the day we took our first step and walked this path together, i have given you my heart. It belongs to you, and only you. I love you baby, no matter what happens, i'll always will.. This i promise you...

3 comments

Another step closer to your heart 10:59 PM